Please forgive me
@amadeo (111938)
United States
October 11, 2020 10:54am CST
Yes forgive me for being away so long here.
I have been deeply depress for a few weeks.
Being cooped up in the house for so long got to me.
I do get out but only for my Dr.appt.Not doing anything fun or even seeing anyone which this is very hurtful to me.
Miss the family and feel out of touch with life.
Life is so lonely at the school house.
Should have wrote sooner.But felt that I will not be miss here.
Guess I do have some very lovely friends who care and thank you so much for this.With the winter coming on going to be a bit worse, but will see.
Thank you and assure you I am okay.Just mostly depress.
Know miss a lot of blog here maybe will get to them.
Thank you and you have been so wonderful.Love you all.Fredo
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@rebelann (112874)
• El Paso, Texas
11 Oct 20
Maybe having video chats with family will keep you from becoming depressed. I live alone but I have my pets to keep me company and a large yard to work in so I do not have time to get depressed. Pets are too funny sometimes. Doesn't Ruby help you with depression?
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@1creekgirl (41447)
• United States
11 Oct 20
Oh, Fredo, you are always missed when you're not here! I understand how lonely this mess can make a person. Stay strong, it will get better.
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
11 Oct 20
@1creekgirl thank you and will do my best with support here from my friends.
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@FourWalls (68130)
• United States
11 Oct 20
Of course you’re missed here, Fredo! I’m sorry you’re feeling down. 
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
11 Oct 20
@FourWalls yes I know but this is hard very hard to get out of this.But working on it
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@Juliaacv (51027)
• Canada
11 Oct 20
You know over the years I have always looked forward to reading your posts.
There was always some to learn, something of interest to read about.
It could be something from when you had guests over entertaining, your baking, your many drives out to the seaside, and most recently the difficult dealing with living thru covid and the aging process.
Thank you for all of those posts, the exciting ones, the sad ones the ones that made me think, really think about a lot of things.
I wish you find some inner peace and happiness. 
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@kobesbuddy (78882)
• East Tawas, Michigan
11 Oct 20
Oh my gosh, we had to call 911 and find out where you had been! Actually, we were quite worried and didn't know what was wrong. We love you, Fredo! (bottom line)
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@Juliaacv (51027)
• Canada
11 Oct 20
@kobesbuddy I cannot cross the border, but I was looking into hiring a drone to fly over the schoolhouse and check in on you. Please just check in once in a while so that we, who care, know that you are alright.
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
11 Oct 20
@kobesbuddy thank you so much and miss you also.Glad that you did not call 911.lol
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@kobesbuddy (78882)
• East Tawas, Michigan
11 Oct 20
@amadeo You would have the fire department, an ambulance, and a couple police officers checking on you!
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@Butterfingers (66583)
• India
11 Oct 20
Good to see you back and most of us missed your presence
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
11 Oct 20
@Butterfingers thank you so much I miss you also
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
11 Oct 20
@piyushbhatia this place is my yard.thank you for helping me here.
@much2say (55671)
• Los Angeles, California
12 Oct 20
We are all glad you made it here today 
!
Oh you were definitely missed here . . . see, lots of folks adore you!
Hoping the world situation can heal up soon . . . in the meantime we all hang in there as best as we can.
Love you to too - we will get through this!
!
Oh you were definitely missed here . . . see, lots of folks adore you!
Hoping the world situation can heal up soon . . . in the meantime we all hang in there as best as we can.
Love you to too - we will get through this! 1 person likes this
@Tampa_girl7 (50287)
• United States
11 Oct 20
It’s so wonderful to see you. You were missed very much.
You were missed very much.1 person likes this
@amadeo (111938)
• United States
12 Oct 20
@Tampa_girl7 thank you so much same there.
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@crazyhorseladycx (39509)
• United States
12 Oct 20
so grateful that'cha hollered, hon. many folks most concerned. 'tis tryin' times fer all, strugglin' to do the best we can. sendin' healin' hugs fer yer broken heart 'n spirit ~
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
12 Oct 20
@crazyhorseladycx right back at you and so nice to see you
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@Marilynda1225 (82802)
• United States
11 Oct 20
I missed you Fredo and was starting to worry about you.
Sorry to hear that being cooped up and missing family has you depressed.
Many of us are in the same boat. I haven't seen half of my family in many months and I miss them like crazy.
I pray that we get through this virus and can once again go about life as social beings and not social distancing.
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@amadeo (111938)
• United States
12 Oct 20
@Marilynda1225 thank you and yes lets us hope we will see our family soon
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@LotusEyes (2711)
• India
11 Oct 20
Glad to see you back here. Don't get too depressed. You have a lot of friends here who were missing you. Talk to them. Spend time with them and you will definitely feel better.
You look great in the photo. Is it Halloween decorations?
Don't get too depressed. You have a lot of friends here who were missing you. Talk to them. Spend time with them and you will definitely feel better.
You look great in the photo. Is it Halloween decorations?2 people like this
@amadeo (111938)
• United States
11 Oct 20
@LotusEyes yes it is and thank you for the advice.
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