Be a burden

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Maybe it's just not me to feel be a burden for family. I don't know it's like always feel that me as bad as garbage in my home because my brother always have different behaviour to me. I always try to be the best of me in my home but it doesn't work. COVID'19 was hit me. It made me to stay at home for along time. It made me miss my indecost. I like loneliness, I like vast space, I like alone... but you know it doesn't mean that I am lonely. In my home I don't have that at all. Sometimes feel stress but I know I must face it. Contrary conflict is always happen here and you know i hate it. When I was 7 years old, I thought that family is everything, but now i'm now that sometimes family is not as warm as family in TV. Not every family have a good relation.