What's wrong with me?
@Nevena83 (65277)
Serbia
April 18, 2021 1:47pm CST
Good day friends
Some of you know what happened yesterday, because of my brother's behavior, but again, regardless of that, I stayed until midnight yesterday, arranging for me to finish it all today.
Today I spent the whole day including his computers at another location. It's 9 pm now and I'm tired. My son helped me, but he doesn't know anything about the settings, but it meant something to me, because he transferred 25 computers from the car to the room, and one weighs about 8 kg.
My brother is cruel and has no emotions, but I was sorry when I saw what his father told him. I wonder what's wrong with me? I have suffered harassment from him for years, my parents have always been with him, and now that they have seen how far his behavior goes and when they have stood up for me, I feel sorry for him.
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@ScribbledAdNauseum (104628)
• United States
18 Apr 21
I think you have a good heart. Even though your brother is cruel and difficult to deal with, you feel bad because your parents finally realize how their son is and has said some mean things to him because of it.
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@ScribbledAdNauseum (104628)
• United States
18 Apr 21
@Nevena83 It shows how different you are from him. I think the best thing we can do for ourselves is to be forgiving of others even when they don't deserve it. We have to forgive ourselves too, for our emotions and reactions.
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@Nevena83 (65277)
• Serbia
18 Apr 21
@ScribbledAdNauseum Yes, the two of us are very different. Sometimes I wish I was like him and I always wonder if he can treat me like that and not feel any pain because of it, so at least I would have a reason to treat him even worse, but I don't do that, why.
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@Nevena83 (65277)
• Serbia
19 Apr 21
Thanks for thinking so. Do you believe that he earns over 900 dollars every 4 days from one part of the computer, and there are many other computers that I have no insight into, and my monthly salary should be 100 euros, he determined my salary. And even that can’t give me regularly.
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Sometimes I wish I could be different, but no matter how much they hurt me, I never changed, I just became even more sensitive.
Do you think evil is stronger than good?
@Nevena83 (65277)
• Serbia
18 Apr 21
Thank you for always being kind to me. You're probably right. They say that there must be a balance between good and bad in life, but sometimes it seems to me that some people always live happily and contentedly, while others have a hard life.
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@snowy22315 (182777)
• United States
18 Apr 21
You are a good person Nevena, and you can't be like him because you have a heart.
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@RebeccasFarm (90571)
• Arvada, Colorado
18 Apr 21
I wish you could remove yourself from this, but I know how it is, easier said than done.
Nothing wrong with you.
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@BelleStarr (61101)
• United States
18 Apr 21
It just shows you have a kind heart.
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@Letranknight2015 (52149)
• Philippines
19 Apr 21
I wouldn't put up with that if that was my situation. Im sure karma would hit him someday.
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@Nevena83 (65277)
• Serbia
19 Apr 21
Yes, it's hard to bear. I believe in karma, but sometimes I don't think everyone gets it. 
@GreatMartin (23671)
• Ft. Lauderdale, Florida
18 Apr 21
Why are you allowing him to be cruel to you??? I'm not picking on you--just trying to understand why someone deal with that--family or not!!
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@Nevena83 (65277)
• Serbia
18 Apr 21
honestly, I don't know, I don't really let him, but he's always like that, he's full of insults and humiliation.
