Have you ever thought about that you are not killing yourself not because you love this world but just because you don't want to hurt those you love?

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If I'm brave enough and care about myself more, I will kill myself. But I just can't. It's not because how much I love this world. It's just because I don't want to hurt those people who love me. I even envy those people who are decisive and have chosen to die. Because they are brave. I'm a coward, and I really hate to cause any troubles. My death could cause so much trouble to my family, I guess... So, I prefer to swallow the pain and live than kill myself and hurt those who love me. I won't judge why people choose to kill themselves. Because every decision is made by objective factors and people's thoughts. Maybe putting an end to their life was the best choice they could make at that point of time. I'm not brave enough to live. I'm just too coward to kill myself.