Impostor Syndrome: Law School Edition

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Earlier today, we had our law school pre-enrollment orientation via online conferencing, which allowed us to meet our fellow incoming students. We introduced ourselves, and I found out that we came from all different backgrounds – some are right off their undergraduate studies while some are working professionals, like me. And to be honest, I felt insecure. I come into law school self-aware and determined, with all the skills I gained in the real world to back me up. However, I am not sure why it felt different today. And it is weird since the classes haven't even started yet. My anxiety is swallowing me whole, and it keeps telling me that I am not up to par with these people. I keep asking myself if I belong here. I feel like a fraud. To give you a little background about myself, I worked in customer service for eight years before applying for law school. I know this job taught me to talk and deal with people, focus on their concerns, and provide the most appropriate and efficient resolution -- which I think is a good skill for a lawyer. Meeting my classmates earlier shattered this illusion. Some of them are class valedictorians, while some are already working in high positions in the government. I know that I should not compare myself to them, but I can't help it. I previously read an article on Impostor Syndrome -- or the belief that we are not as competent as others perceive us to be. Thinking about it, I might have one, but Impostor Syndrome or not, I need to overcome this before the class starts. I need to believe in myself a little more.