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August 21 Today there are so many thoughts, so many unfinished things. Do not know until when. I started trying to get closer to my God, there was a lot of hope for the requests I made when I finished worshiping, I hope my God will never get tired of hearing the prayers that are always the same, I pray. If I think, am I the same as I was then?, I explain this many times. I still feel the same as the body, but I feel quite different about thinking. This I don't know, whether I should feel happy or sad, what is clear if I look back at 2020 in April, it will be very. I lost so many, one of them is me. I don't feel as cheerful as I used to be, never again feel very happy about anything. So I asked, is this really the maturation process? A lot has happened after that month, understanding words, being at peace with yourself, accepting yourself, being patient, a lot if one. There are those who want to feel heard, want to talk about anything. There are times when I want to talk to my friends, I will think first, so many things have changed, maybe it's time. I've never felt so lonely before, there will always be things I will do, but now I feel lonely a lot, does getting older increase loneliness? Do not know. There are some questions that I also don't know the answer to, even looking for it doesn't seem to be there, maybe time will answer?. I don't know this will be posted on my lott or on my blog, for sure I want you to read this okay, you don't feel what I feel.