Murder or Suicide? Friday Night Jane is BACK!

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What a waste of what could have been a perfectly great storm. There I was in class when the room all but went black and the sky was all kinds of nasty colours and the wind picked up pretty good. I thought just maybe this heat may go away, not just the heat but this crazy humidity. Everyone in class kept saying "I may lose power" myself included And you know what happened? 2 min of monsoon like rain, 1 crack of thunder and then absolutely nothing but full blown sunshine and dead air with extreme humidity and heat.. Come on weather dudes and dudettes get it together, when you say thunderstorms give me an actual storm.. OKAY..enough about that sorry I have been missing around here lately, school has literally taken up most of my free time as of late and when I have had a free moment typing is the last thing I truly want to do because I am always typing something for class.. I am happy to share that I am still going strong and my hard work is paying off because I am still an A student after this course that I am in currently Is done I will have 5 more left then comes training before I start my 6 week placement. I am finally starting to see a little flicker of light at the so called end of the tunnel and all this exhaustion will and hard work will not be for for nothing. I am having a bit of a tough time with one thing though unrelated to school. Its a few days away from my friends 2nd anniversary of passing away . His death went down in the books as a suicide but even though I did go to grief counseling, knowing the in and outs of what supposedly happened the week of his death it just never added up to me. This is not because I am in denial or think he would never have taken his own life, its how it all supposedly went down starting out with him being reported missing and without going into to much detail because its personal the person that reported him missing gave police old photos and wrong age and description of my friend. This person was his live in common law wife. Now in this day in age anyone with cell phones the chances of you not having an updated picture of your loved one is just unheard of now these days. The whole thing just never added up and I am not even telling you the whole story of what I know. So because I am a bit psychic in ways I still have dreams and see him being pushed into the water , not him just jumping in. Being somewhat psychic is a blessing and often much more of a curse for myself anyway. Anyway I just want to think of something I can do to celebrate my friends life instead of focusing on the bad stuff this year. If anyone has any ideas please I would be very appreciative if you could share. Yours truly Friday night on the porch looking up at the sky for answers... And yes I am even dealing with the sticky night air!!