The little things...

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Sometimes it's the little things that we take for granted, like the ability to wash our clothing with ease and in conditions that feel sanitary, and not have it take an entire days time to do 2 tiny loads or even just being able to put a simple box fan in the window instead of using the groaning AC unit; for coolness and actual fresh air, without having retched smells come in from neighboring units, Feeling comfortable to go for a walk through the neighborhood for self-care and exercise. Being able to just go get in my car and go see family when I want. These are just a few of the little things that I miss since the collapse of my business and stable income in March of 2020 due to the pandemic and a medical diagnosis that I received on Christmas Eve. Yet, I am keenly aware that in spite of it all there is so much to be grateful for, -so much that is not to be taken for granted - like I may have at times taken some of those conveniences for granted, These things are not so little; though not 1200 sq feet, with my own washer, dryer, and dish washer- a tiny apt to call my own for now, with water to drink, shower and hand wash my clothing and dishes. An apt where I am allowed pets so that my 5-year-old Pyr also has a place to be with me, for wherever I am that is her home. The fact that we do live in an apt and not under a bridge or in a shelter. Or for that matter- in a condemned house surrounded by raw sewage, as I did when I was a child. The fact that , even on those days when I did have some form of comfort during the heatwave and food on the table no matter if it was ramen for four days each meal, I didn't go hungry as many do. every day. The fact that I have the vision, tools, and resources available to gain remote work and even continue to build my new business, as well as additional income streams. The fact that while I may not have my transmission repaired yet, I am strong and healthy enough to walk and carry at least 50 to 60 pounds of groceries home when I have been able to shop,. and its no small feat that I have been able to maintain these car payments in my current situation. Yes, it's the little things -and the not-so-little things, like waking up each day to new opportunities and possibilities . Like knowing that I am blessed, healthy and healed, strong and resourceful.Able to look outside of myself and see another and their needs as more important than my own. Saved by Grace and resting under the shadow of His wings. Gratefully blessed and joyful <3 The fact that I have a loving healthy and supportive family- still today- Praise God