I thought We Were Friends Part 6 - Back Hug Or Lap sit?

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Raven did call that night,but I ignored it. That morning,after that tearful night,As usual, I woke late,but I was feeling better. I had no idea why. All I think about that time was my life must go on. As expected, I arrived late. I was still far,but I could already see the situation outside our classroom. There were chairs lined up outside which occupied by some of my classmates,including Raven. It didn't take long for me to undesrstand what's happening. Our teacher purposedly did that as a punishment for us who were always late. Little did she know, I was looking forward to that,but not these things that I'm about to tell you guys,now. So, I saw Raven sitting at the back. I quietly sat next to him. He talked to me. "Are you okay now?" I was hesistant to respond to him,but I did it anyway. "Uhm,yeah. Feeling much better. " I decided to stop ignoring him,because I realized that I was the only one who would suffer and be in pain again. " That's great!" I don't know,but I can see his sincerity on his eyes. He was very happy. The way he looked at me.Yeah,during those times,I thought I was the only one who suffered,until I saw his relief when I finally talked to him. He stood up. I thought he was going somewhere. I was startled to the bones,when all of a sudden he sat on my lap. That was normal to us,but I didn't see it coming,on that very moment.At first it felt a awkward,but it didn't last long. I hugged him very tight from his back, while he was stroking my hands. That felt nice and very relieving. Let's fast forward. Our graduation day. I thought I'd give Raven a hug and a kiss to cheeks as graduation present,also I'd like to ask him for a picture just the two of us. I was looking for him for almost 20 minutes. Until I found him with Sunny and our other classmates who was also friends with them. I was approaching to them, then I noticed that they were looking at me,with their judging eyes,then they smirked.I finally understand,during the ceremony,they keep laughing and yelling something when it was my turn to receive my diploma. I was embarrased to my self and to them. I was expecting that Raven would defend me. I was hoping that he'd run after and apologize about his friends attitude. I was wrong he didn't do anything. I left with a tearful eyes. I went straight home. The worst graduation ever. We never talked ever since that day. It took me almost forever to understand why those things happened. Why all of a sudden,Raven treated me that way. There was rumor about me in our classroom that I didn't know even after graduation. It's unbelievable,but it's true. I had no Idea. Thank you for reading! I'd spill the tea on my next discussion. See you,guys on Part 7.