what is difference between tell me about ur self and tell about u?

being surrounded by mortals is makin my soul sick....shambles of mortality holding my eternal soul...u know what....i feel dat i dont belong here....somewhere faraway....where the souls fly...where mind's free to roam...thoughts waver like cool breeze...where there are no tears... no sorrows...no one near....just tranquility....just serenity....just pacifying vaccum....just void...nothin...no darkness....light...just light...that sucks u into it....just light....a bright light.. so bright that u feel the pain of being in that light...and that sucking feeling makes u scream...but even u can't hear ur scream...u cry in despair..but u cant cry ur pain out in the form of tears..coz its a place of no tears....ur voice can't be heard when u r being sucked....coz its vaccum...then u give up.... u give up every ounce of hope...every pinch of reality.....and u yield...yield and then u experience it.. eternity...eternity life long.....never before and never again...eternity forever....