Another rejection email among other things

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Yep another one, this time for a disability provider that I applied for they had sooooo many applications but mine is not one they wanted... Noone will hire me... C keeps telling me I just need to keep applying and I will get something eventually. I know this and when I say that I dont mean it as a definitive statement that is applicable for the rest of my life. I actually mean noone will hire me because noone that I have applied to has hired me. I appreciate people telling me I am smart and awesome and I know where they are coming from. Theyre trying to lift me up but it is tiresome sometimes... Especially when they say "apply anyway youre smart" I know I am but if the job says experienced embryologist they arent going to hire me... It makes feel fustrated and unheard especially when theyre like "no stop you need to have more confidence in yourself"... It isnt about being smart or confident it is being of use to a company without needing to be babysat... I also never got any communication from the uni (I go to) about being a participation Assistant and coming in for an interview... Its too late now the laboratory classes that they wanted someone to help wit start tomorrow... Sort of disappointed... Maybe the instructor never actually sent my information to them... What else? Yeah on tellonym I got a tell asking what I will do after graduation. Work, if I cant get a job I will study. And this person said "if you cant get a job is there any point of futher study?" well sweetie pie doing nothing but applying for jobs isn't going to be very productive now is it? No, sooo if I study while looking I can 1) gain skills and knowledge, 2) if I am doing a project with a supervisor they can write me a letter of recommendation 3) I may be able to apply for a scholarship and get at least 27K to study per year which isnt much but it is better than a sword to the rectum.