PAIN THAT HIT ME SO HARD. / myLot

Saudi Arabia

December 8, 2022 12:54pm CST

I'm still asking myself why did it happen to me, I just want to be loved by the person I care most. Before I don't even care what love is. I'm just a guy that go with the flow. I love to talked to some one having their attentions and giving my attentions as well, but things suddenly change when my boyfriend came so i said to my self this is love. I want to make him happy all the time, make him special and give time to him, don't let him feel his alone. Suddenly change someone (gay) go with the picture He court my boyfriend. He's gay and I think he doesn't care that the guy he's flirting (my boyfriend / partner) is already in a relation ship. and now here I'm with the pain now. I don't know where to start. I don't know where to find my self smiling again, this pain killing me softly so hard. Yes I still love my partner so much. But i can't take the pain they give.

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Anindita Sengupta

@aninditasen (16501)

• Raurkela, India

9 Dec 22

If your boyfriend is courting the guy, I think you should walk out of the relationship.

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Paul_0202

@Paul0223 (47)

• Saudi Arabia

9 Dec 22

thank you

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Catty Cook

@baguiojade (373)

• United States

9 Dec 22

It's important to love yourself too. It's not selfish to love yourself 90% of the time, the reason for this is because in situations like this, you'll still have the 90% of the love and the 10% is just for a person who makes you feel that your love is not enough. What I'm saying is, if he loves you, he won't be flirt back or be open with the words or actions of that other person. You know the saying, Life is short? Well, since the virus has gotten powerful over people, LIE IS SHORTER NOW. Please,think of ways on how you can get out of this so-called relationship with person who doesn't value you as a whole. I wish you Love. I wish you well.

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