Weighing Heavy On My Mind

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Hello, fellow mylotters!!! I think of you all often, but the past couple of years have been hard, will have to catch up with you. I'm still alive and kicking though!!! My first post from not being on here for a while is weighing heavy on my mind and my fellow mylotters are such understanding, nonjudgemental people who are great listeners/readers!! I don't know where to start, but if you've ever read any of my posts will know that I remarried my first husband. We have property and the "mother-in-law" is our neighbor. Reason I put "s around mother-in-law is because she is just biological mother to my husband. This person tried to kill my husband before he was born and several times after he was born. In fact, the father told my husband when he was taking him to a foster home was because he was doing this for his safety!!! The mother told her husband, " that she was going to slit his neck and let him bleed out in his sleep!!" My husband had evaded telling me all the details... just knew that his dad brought him to a foster home for his safety and that the brothers and sisters would say the parents didn't like my husband. Knew from other family members that the mother would run off with other men, while she was married and the children had to pretty much fend for themselves. Finding out about how she was telling some one that she was going to slit her own child's neck when they were sleeping and let them just bleed out, just blows my mind!!! To kill your own child is horrendous!!! So, we live by her and that thought is going to stick with me and I wonder if she still feels that way. She is always telling my husband that I want to kill her off. So, is she turning it around?? Oh, yes, she does have mental healtgh issues that aren't being taken care of. Any advice would be appreciated!!