My 45th

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Today the sun rose that way upon arrival at school and so I took the opportunity to take the photo of such a picturesque. Today, I just turned a year older. I think it is the saddest birthday I ever had. My boyfriend doesn't seem to care about it and I think he is forgetting it. Until now, I have not received a birthday greeting from him. I even called him last night but he doesn't seem to remember it at all. He seemed too engrossed with his work now because soon the restaurant he is working as the supervisor will opening very soon. It is actually going to open on March 16, 2023. Also, I am not that well though. I am still recovering from a very terrible coughing due to our bad air conditioning at school. It gets too cold most of the time. I did not even receive a birthday greeting from any member of my family. I can't help shedding tears though. But I have a story to tell. A few months before I met my boyfriend I had someone I courted to become my boyfriend. I fell in love with him I think that time. Nevertheless, I was somehow rejected. He seemed to want a relationship with me without a label. It was like he was playing safe and was still looking for another thing or someone. So, I really didn't know how he felt about me. He has been my gym buddy. Now we turned best friends and still gym buddies. I don't know but I felt like he is in love with me now but I only like him as my brother. I love my boyfriend so much and my love for my gym buddy before I think was gone. Now, I see how this gym buddy of mine makes a lot of efforts. Last March 10, 4 days before my birthday. I had a hosting event and needed to comply with the theme so I needed an outfit. So, he lent me a gold necklace and to my surprise that necklace is actually his gift for me for my birthday. I wanted to cry.