Childhood Longings: A Tale of Unfulfilled Toy Dreams
By Zain Ullah
@zainkhan121 (859)
Pakistan
May 19, 2023 10:15am CST
Today, as I strolled past a toy shop, I was captivated by a dazzling array of toys: sleek cars, mighty trucks, towering cranes, and countless other enchanting playthings. A smile stretched across my face, and I found myself lingering in that shop, basking in the sheer wonderment.
Reminiscing about my childhood, I realized that these extraordinary toys were once beyond my reach. It wasn't a matter of financial constraints, as we could have afforded them. However, my siblings (my brother and two sisters) and I were under the guardianship of our uncle, our father's brother.
Our uncle held complete control over the inheritance our father had left behind. Whenever we mustered the courage to express our desire for a toy or anything a child would long for, he would angrily rebuke us, ordering us to keep quiet. Consequently, we developed a sense of fear around him, while he lavished his own children with everything their hearts desired. The emotional impact of those circumstances is deeply distressing.
Since then, I have carried unfulfilled aspirations within me. Even now, as an adult, the yearning for toys persists within me. It seems the child within me refuses to let go of that longing.
Do you have memories of your childhood desires and favorite toys?
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@RebeccasFarm (89882)
• Arvada, Colorado
20 May 23
Toys were so important to children.
I always loved the Matchbox car collections. Even to this day still.
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@RebeccasFarm (89882)
• Arvada, Colorado
20 May 23
@zainkhan121 My sisters all younger than me had the Barbie dolls. I liked them, but I did not have any. I liked the cars better.
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@DaddyEvil (137257)
• United States
19 May 23
If I want a toy now that I've been an adult for a while, I buy it and play with it. There's nothing wrong with that.
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@zainkhan121 (859)
• Pakistan
19 May 23
lol but then what will people think ? this is what stops me
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@DaddyEvil (137257)
• United States
19 May 23
@zainkhan121 It doesn't matter what people think. I'm an adult and can do what I want. Other people can do what they want.
I'm past the age where I worry about what other people think. One day you won't care what other people think, too. (I'm not quite 60 years old.)
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@zainkhan121 (859)
• Pakistan
19 May 23
@DaddyEvil You are absolutely right brother !
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@Tampa_girl7 (50250)
• United States
21 May 23
If there is a toy that you really desired to have why not buy it now.