Dear Self, Watch your thoughts

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It has been a year and here I am analyzing and looking back on myself. The struggles are there as it is always expected. I am wading through various emotions which is quiet new for me. One of the strongest has been this feeling of not wanting to see and talk to that person. My head says it's unfair to that person, but thoughts of the odds keep bringing me into that feeling. Every time I see that person, all I wanted is not to be around. I find it really heavy, but emotions are much stronger. I wanted to detach and to let go, but every time I am on the proximity and just the sight of that person from a far, I can't help it but wish that I'll be in another place. Pray for me. I pray for healing.