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A new friend of mine introduced me to this website. We normally talk until late at night, and the other night we were talking about some things that we do; ended up finding out we had a good bit in common. We both draw, her better than me lol. We both like to write, again she's a bit better at it than I am. But what can I say? Anyways , she asked me if I made a discussion yet and I explained to her that I didn't know what to do, "introduce yourself" she said so here I am, at 11:35pm laying in my bed about to introduce myself to a world I don't know. But here we go I'll be simple: I am a 25 year old stay at home mother of four beautiful children under the age of six. My days are full of crying, screaming, laughing and more crying. I guess that's the light of being a mom. But I enjoy it, and cherish each moment that I have with them. I have four siblings, 3 sisters and one brother. My sister's and I don't talk due to reasonings that's happened in the past. My brother however, we were super close like inseparable but he passed back in 2020. Uhm , let's see ... Oh, I was a foster teen at the age of 15 until I was 18 , in those three years I was in one group home and six foster homes. Yep six. But at the end of all the troubles I went through I found an amazing foster family who I still keep in contact with and love dearly. There isn't much interesting about me so I guess I'll say how I met my husband.... I was in the third grade when I got on the school bus one after noon and there was this little first grader who had long beautiful blonde hair, she asked me to sit with her so i did. We sat on the bus talking about our parents. Well her parents and my biological mother since I didn't have a father. After about 30 long minutes the bus came to a stop, my bus stop I stood up to get off the bus and this little girl stood up too. I was confused and thought maybe she was trying to come home with me, ended up finding out that was her bus stop too. Well fast forward , we became the best of friends always at each other's house, mainly me going to her house. Her dad loved me, her mom not so much since she thought her husband was trying to get with my mother. I guess that was my fault. Anyways a few months after knowing her, her brother comes over for his weekend visit with his dad, (my best friend and him had the same dad but separate moms ) I looked at that boy who was only 3 years older than me, and something inside of my little third grade chest started pounding I thought I was in love. Turns out I was in love with him. Everytime he was over I just HAD to make sure I was there. Well when I turned 12 my mom basically abandoned me, I went camping with my best friend , her dad and her cousin and of course my husband. After two weeks we get back and I go home .. well I go back to an empty house. I was hurt but nothing new to me honestly.. I stayed with my friend that summer and it was the BEST summer ever. After about a year later my mother takes me back.. sweet huh?? Not really.. so for SIX whole years I didn't see my best friend, nor my first love.. I finally got over him and started looking for love in some one else... That is until I was 18.. My cousin and I was in the neighborhood and started walking past his dad's house, twice.. there was a man on the outside swing but he wasn't there when we past the first time... 3 minutes before that. Was he there the whole time? No that's impossible! Well turns out he was. My cousin and I walked over and sat next to him on a bench that was beside the swing. We talked for an hour then I went home. I thought I was over him, but I wasn't. I messaged his sister, which was still my best friend and she gave him my Facebook. Well you know what happened next. We started talking, hanging out eventually moved in with his dad. Here we are, in 9 days will be 6 years that we have been happily together. Sometimes it still feels like a dream and I need to be pinched. But it's the best dream come true! Oh and as far as mine and his sisters friendship goes.... That's gone, once she dated my brother at 17 and did some things, that was the end for me... The end ?? P.S if you read this all the way through I am sorry if it seems all over the place. I have not written in almost 4 years! Plus I'm extremely exhausted. Thank you for your time!