Too Much Too Take
By Babes Says
@BabeSays (8575)
Mauritius
January 19, 2024 7:32am CST
Belal is now officially gone. There's nothing to fear, yet my heart does not find peace. It's like I can see it all again. I feel a sadness deep down my heart.
I've been receiving calls from strangers asking for an unknown person and I know those calls are from my mom. I don't know what she wants and why she gets so upset if I'm living happily.
Finally, I'm unhappy, I hope she is happy with the damage she caused to me. I don't know how to deal with her. There are many times when I wished God would bless me with death and all of this could end but I think God's plan is different.
I'm so confused about what to do and who to trust. There was a time when we used to live together as friends. It was a blessing and now it's all gone. No more friendship. If she learns I'm happy she finds a way to take my happiness away.
How are you doing today? How's your day going?
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4 responses
@AmbiePam (93739)
• United States
19 Jan
I know this is an unorthodox way to handle her, but is there any way for her to think you are miserable? She’s making you miserable, but if she thought you were doing poorly, I wonder if she would lay off of you. Her nonsense is ridiculous.
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@BabeSays (8575)
• Mauritius
20 Jan
Yes, that's the only time she steps back until she knows I'm doing good. She sent my Cousin to my place. I didn't know he was sent by her as he was explaining how my mom affected his life as well. I thought he wasn't on my mom's side and simply missed me but I was wrong. His attention isn't good.
I started chatting with my cousin daily and he was the one who let my mom know about me. I told my cousin on our last call that I wasn't well that's when those calls started.
I'm tired of changing my SIM card over and over again. I never thought my cousin would betray me. I cannot trust anyone from my family or relatives.
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@just4him (317250)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
19 Jan
I'm sorry, but I don't know how phone calls from strangers asking if you know about missing people are a threat from your mother. She might think you know the missing people and could help the people calling. There's nothing cynical about that. Personally, I would find it comforting if I could help in any way to locate missing people.
My day is going well.
I pray she changes.@BabeSays (8575)
• Mauritius
20 Jan
They asked for a name that only my mom knows. And it's my cousin who was sent by her to my house who gave her my number. This isn't the first time she has done it. (If I knew my cousin was sent by my mother, I would not gave my number to him.)
She did it 4 years ago and I had to change my number. Now that she got my number she starts again.
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@Rashnag (30592)
• Surat, India
23 Jan
I don't know you or your mom and the situation you are facing. I am sorry to hear about your sadness. No mom thinks bad of their kids. Once you feel little better, try to sort out differences with your mom. Take care 
