On my mind tonight...

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One thing has been bothering me other the last little bit, well many things I should say. But one thing that is sticking is people I am close with or, used to be close with. Yeah feels like used to be close with. As they get more popular, I seem to be more forgotten about. I don't get invited really to anything anymore. Feels very much like (hanging out with me because they have to, not because they want to. Really makes a person feel like chop meat. Although I have no idea why people become like this. Happened with other people, I get pushed aside a lot for some reason. Think I could figure out why? I am I kind hearted, easy going person, that would do anything for anyone. Perhaps I need to distance myself again, not be such a nice person. I am telling you nice people get nothing but whacked in life. I feel like the nice person I am is starting to run out. Puts me in a tough spot because, these people are my neighbours and I guess friends. I have been trying to find my own friends that do the opposite, haven't had much luck though. Seeing everyone get together the other night, i didn't an invite. So I said the hell with it, I will do my own thing. I will keep doing my own thing, perhaps distance myself more and more. What are your thoughts on this? Has anyone else experienced this before?