Long time long distance relationship ends in death.

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My most favorite person in the world has passed away. We were exclusive companions for many, many, many years. The dream was to meet someday but the reality was that neither of us could afford it, I think. I say I think because in recollection, I believe either of us could have done more but neither of us did. We were committed soul mates longing to being together one day. We called each other all the time as one would someone in your hometown. Since his totally unexpected sudden death I have felt completely broken. It's been several months and I am still hurting, still trying to heal, still unable to wrap my head around the reality. I depend on God and yet I feel like a child who has been told no that's not for you. I loved him so very much and I know he loved me. Where do I go from here?