Big Time Frustration

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Today I got an email saying that the funding for the type of loan I am getting has been cut by quite a bit so I will not be getting funds until at least October of this year, if not even longer into next year. I am very frustrated by this because it means I have to stay in this apartment with all the drama and management issues, etc., that goes on here. Not to mention having almost everything packed up and ready to move because this all was supposed to have happened already. It gives me more time to save up for the moving expenses I will have and to buy anything I am going to need for wherever I end up living. If I were younger, I might try to move now to another apartment on a temporary basis just to get out of this place. But I do not have the energy to pull that much work off. Other than that, my eldest granddaughter has visited me three times now, and last night she even spent the night. She knows that I am her last living blood grandparent, and she wants to spend time with me. Now if only the other adult grandchildren would join that train so I could spend time with them, that would be wonderful. I know I won't see the younger ones until their mother decides to allow it. Plus, they now live two states away from me.