Don't embrace toxic family members like me...
By Greenery8
@grenery8 (8065)
Croatia (Hrvatska)
July 11, 2024 1:02am CST
Cause it ends the same. I have some back and hip problem and i thought if i compromise and under influence of one family member,i thought it was worth going at sea and getting healthier with another family member. I am a weak person,broke (money is barely)and a broken person and if you combine all that, i spent 3days so i could leave once again cause i was hurt,even though i asked to be formal. Formality with me wasn't respected and i realised this was a contract with the devil itself and i wish i rather stayed in my ordinary flat. Having new traumas or opening old wounds again is extremely painful and i am taking a few days off from mylot cause i can't stand what i've done to my mental health again and i really don't recognise myself in a mirror anymore.
I am simply shattered and i don't have friends or lover to confide so,see you,friends and thanks for hearing me out.
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@arunima25 (87558)
• Bangalore, India
11 Jul
I am sorry that you are feeling this way. Give some time to yourself to heal. You are capable of it and you know it very well. This too shall pass. Don't be too harsh with yourself. Take care.
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@arunima25 (87558)
• Bangalore, India
15 Jul
@grenery8 Keep your mental health the top priority. Avoid things and people who are triggers. Give yourself some time to heal. Do things that you love to do and make you feel good. Do you have activities that help you feel good? Some exercises also help though it might not come easy and natural to begin with. Just go out, take a stroll and enjoy the fresh air. Take little steps. I am sending positive thoughts and prayers for you.
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@Shivram59 (34318)
• India
13 Jul
Don't be depressed.I know what you feel.There was a time I was exactly in the same situation.I had a speech defect..I would stutter.So much so that I was not able to even answer my roll call in the class.I tried to deal with my problem.It took me years to succeed.
We all are your friends.Never think you are alone;my friend.
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@grenery8 (8065)
• Croatia (Hrvatska)
14 Jul
@Shivram59 i corrected it attending speech lessons when i was 7or 8 but, finding out later in school and life that there are still people who can't pronounce that letter, i was confused how confident they were, despite not correcting it.
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@LindaOHio (174650)
• United States
11 Jul
I'm sorry you're going through so much. Take your time, regroup and then come back. We will still be here.
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@Hanbinandaeyo (3303)
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11 Jul
I hope you can get back on your feet so soon, and we'll be here for you.. mental health is somewhat alarming if you need someone to talk, just comeback here, At least, here you'll be able to freely talk about anything
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@Hanbinandaeyo (3303)
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15 Jul
@grenery8 Yes, we all have doubts.. I hope everything will go well for you
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@MarieCoyle (35720)
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13 Jul
I am just so sorry. Not sure of what words I can say that will help, but I hope by taking some time to yourself to heal you will feel better about things. Take good care! 
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@MarieCoyle (35720)
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14 Jul
@grenery8
I know people who have been so affected by depression. I have been very fortunate to never have suffered from it, and I am sorry it has hit you so hard.
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@grenery8 (8065)
• Croatia (Hrvatska)
14 Jul
@MarieCoyle i discovered it pretty late in life,mid 20s, unlike today's kids but i would like to point out i am not a completely different person as i was before it, you know. And i don't undergo any treatment anymore.
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@GardenGerty (160242)
• United States
11 Jul
MyLot has always been supportive when I have been down. Do what you need to do. I avoid toxic people whenever possible.
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@psanasangma (7278)
• India
11 Jul
I would not be able to resonate your experience but I would like to say ...
Take your time, make peace with yourself and prioritize yourself... No matter how much we have problems you would not be possibly avoid them... one way or other way you may still re connect with them
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@grenery8 (8065)
• Croatia (Hrvatska)
13 Jul
thank you, Diana. i am writing my thoughts in an online diary which are mostly dark ones but, yes, i will have to write here as well. maybe i will feel better or not. this is the song i used to listen when i was in kpop, i find myself in it.
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