Time for an upgrade - part 5

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I have a passion, I love it I hate it, IDK. The problem is, this passion isn't "job". Yeah! Those who knows, you know! umm....well, fanmily might preted to approve of me the way I was, but there's started a nag...constand, continous, sad, bellitling nag..."have..a..job" Is it money? Money is less, now! bUT i guess, even if it was equal to that of the previous job, I don't see my parents happy. They do support. But umm...idk am i ,letting them down:? Will I always? IDK D=Should I do job? isn't THAT the upgrade its time for? IDK. What do you say? Thank's for listening PS I'm bad at handling people's needs and expectatiomns of me. Not saying anything regarding family. They're accepting of me being me. But i know that expect me to do job too...SIGH if it came out as anger...didn't mean it towards anybody!