Do you lose sometimes motivation to be active here?

Sometimes taking a break is good - when you miss it, you can always come back . In most cases, I don't intentionally take a long break . . . life takes over and it just happens.

NO, because it is fun for me. I consider it relaxing.

i'm sorry that you feel that way. i hope you find energy and will to stay here sometimes i feel that way when i'm not getting the same energy i give in, but that's fine

You need to see the reason what made you login to mylot. Was it the people? or was the money ?or was the interactions? Once you have that answer figured out, you need to explore why are you not getting the motivation to login to resolve. My feeling is that you are stressed in finding a job and unfortunately you are not getting the neccessary support from the corners it has to come from. My only suggestion would be to evaluate yourself. If you need to study or upgrade skills do that and then try for a job. There are many who had to complete college to get to a job or atleast speak of a skill. Mylotters can guide you based on what they know about you through your discussions and responses. However, in life we got make the decision and make the moves. If you think you want to take a break , do the same. Sometimes, it helps to get back with greater motivation. Take care!