Can't believe Cristmas is next week:/

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I mean, i'm spending it the same way for another year and in a simple way but i really lost the track of time. I'm currently learning and preparing myself for some job testing on Monday (they finally published today the time and place but i started learning before) and i started going to my walks again, to motivate myself or like that Evanescence song, to bring myself to life. The song seems gloomy but words are meaningful. I know it's too soon to say but this year wasn't easy for me,so many ups and downs, more downs sadly, constant insecurity and i would really like for next year to be more peaceful. I'll try to be peaceful myself and feeling less helpless cause that feeling is not the nice one. I hope you're okay this week, next too and that you have everything under your control. Stay well and happy,mylotters.