I'm sorry
@hillhjill (23743)
United States
January 27, 2025 10:39am CST
I know that I was doing well posting here about what I went through with my husband passing and his story, but then I got a major squirrel moment..
I had someone come in my life and helped feel the missing part that I had in my life..and it was amazing! Then it turned real fast and I'm sitting here all lonely again. Guess that is what happens when you go with the wilds ones...but I do believe it was ment to happen and it was so good. We loved real hard and when it was bad it was bad.
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@RebeccasFarm (91027)
• Arvada, Colorado
27 Jan
Hilary..I had no idea you lost your husband RIP ..I am so sorry.
Good to see you here...I have been very ill and not on here much.
Try to get on here more often friend..so good to see you.
You look skinny in your photo..where you staying now?
Try to get on here more often friend..so good to see you.
You look skinny in your photo..where you staying now?2 people like this
@RebeccasFarm (91027)
• Arvada, Colorado
27 Jan
@hillhjill Oh good Hilary glad you got your nephew then..you look so lovely
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
27 Jan
Thank you and I'm sorry that you are ill ..yeah my surgery did wonders for me. I'm staying with my nephew at the moment.
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
28 Jan
@RebeccasFarm thank you and yes I'm great full for him even tho he drives me nuts lol.
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
27 Jan
Yes it most definitely did, I just wish things were better and different between us.
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@marguicha (224614)
• Chile
27 Jan
@hillhjill I had for some time a BF after my husband passed. I never compared it with my husband and friend of a lifetime. But it helped while it lasted.
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
27 Jan
@marguicha it helped so much and made me feel so good... Now I feel like I'm slipping back into a black hole
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
27 Jan
Thank you and I know it won't, it just feels that way as of right now.
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@celticeagle (170433)
• Boise, Idaho
28 Jan
I am happy you had that experience, at least for a while. I haven't caught your posts about your husband's passing but am sorry to hear that you lost him. I hope you have some great memories.
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@celticeagle (170433)
• Boise, Idaho
28 Jan
@hillhjill .........To me the bad only make the good that much better.
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
29 Jan
@celticeagle yes that's true in a way.
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
28 Jan
Thank you and, I have some great memories and bad ones.
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@DaddyEvil (139818)
• United States
27 Jan
I've heard that bad boys help you get through the pain of loss and then move on... I hope you're doing okay now. It's nice to see you back on myLot.
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
28 Jan
Yes those bad boys do help you move on and he did, he filled up a empty hole that I had in my heart.
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@MommyOfEli2013 (84497)
• Rupert, Idaho
27 Jan
Sorry to hear that is how things happened and you are lonely again....doesn't sound like an easy thing to go through for sure.
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
28 Jan
@MommyOfEli2013 yes most definitely, I really don't want to fall back into the black abyss.
@MommyOfEli2013 (84497)
• Rupert, Idaho
27 Jan
@hillhjill Well that is good to hear you are...
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
28 Jan
Oh I most definitely remember the good parts, when we loved it was hard..I will always keep that with me.
@luisadannointed (6889)
• Philippines
27 Jan
Sorry for your lost, I think this is the first time I see one of your post here. But anyway... I hope you start focusing on yourself for now.
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
28 Jan
Thank you and yes I was doing well on here and then I ment the guy that just ripped out my heart...so I'm back to working on myself.
@RasmaSandra (81990)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
27 Jan
Taking in consideration of my age and the love a shared with my soul mate once my husband passed I decided to just go on alone, I don't want any of the romance anymore, Just a good life and looking forward to seeing him again, I hope you find someone who can give you the love you need,
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@hillhjill (23743)
• United States
28 Jan
That's sweet, I know some people that can live life like that and I really don't see myself being able to be alone.
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