I got the job

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Lately, I wasn't active here. I took a break because I felt I needed it. I was happy because I got a job. But today I learned that I must receive positive feedback from my doctor. She must mention that I can work. If not, I can't work even if I found a job from home. This job isn't the greatest, but it's good for me. I would be very happy with the wage. I will need to evaluate 100 videos per hour or maybe 62. It's a lot of work. A week ago I signed up for disability. What doctor can sign that I can work when I am on disability? The disability is less than $100 monthly. I can't live like that. My dad said I was a burden because I didn't have my own money. I want to work, but I need to erase my disability, depression, and anxiety too. People in my country don't hire depressed people. I have to sign the contract in 3 days. I wonder what should I do. I will have to work for 8 hours daily, even during weekends. I will have to work 40 hours per week. It's a full-time job and it won't be easy. I wanted so much to work and I can't turn this job down. But they need proof that I can work. This job is remote and I did similar things in the past. I could concentrate and work but for 4 hours. I am not sure if I can handle 8 hours. Without proof that I can work no one can help me. And I have to be healthy. I have to write down and sign that I don't take medication and that I don't have depression or an anxiety disorder. How can I sign that if I have all these problems? I can't lie. Some people lied and they were hired. And those people who were honest weren't hired. I needed a job because I think it will help me to be busy, I would feel useful, I would have money. I already had plans for what I could do with money. I live with abusive people and money would help me a lot. I just hope they will at least let me try. I can't know if I can work or not if they don't give me a paper. Some depressed people weren't allowed to work. The doctor said they were unable to work and they couldn't do anything.