~I Thank The One Who Abused Me For Years!~

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The Lord told me I should thank the one who abused me and I was like wait WHAT?! But God, in His greatness showed me who I was and who I am now. So God is right, and after writing this all out I have realized I am GRATEFUL! I am grateful to you... Some may think I'm crazy but before the Lord opened my eyes to who you really are I thought I was worthless, I was codependent on someone else, I was afraid to live, I was afraid to die, I didn't know who I was because I only lived in your shadow, I was afraid to drive, I was afraid to live without you, and I believed the lies of who YOU said I was... But now? Now...I have been set free once again in my life because the Lord loves me so much! I know I'm a child of God who is loved more than I can imagine, I'm learning each day who I am in Him, I'm learning I HAVE MY OWN VOICE, I'm learning to drive, I have certifications to get a job now, I have Godfidence, and I am more at peace with ME than I have been in 20 years!! So thank you cruel & manipulating person-also known as my husband, because of you I have found ME and I love me! And because of all of this, my children will also benefit from seeing this new Mom who has a strength and confidence only in her God!