I think they will fire me

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This week was my first week of training. I started a new job from home. I started the training on Monday, and I have failed all the exams until now. My accuracy today was 85%, and I needed 90%. They didn't offer us time to learn more. They gave us some updates today, and I have different examples there. I am very disappointed. They gave us the guidelines after failing almost all tests. This week was very hard, and it made me feel worse. I felt exhausted all day. It's a full-time job, and it's too much for me. They are very strict. We have to evaluate each video in detail, count sentences, translate different texts in a very short time, and measure the videos. I need to evaluate 50 videos per hour in the beginning, and after three months, I need to evaluate 100 videos per hour. And each video needs to be evaluated in detail. I have to compare them. I still have two tests left. I have 6 tests, and I have failed 4 until now. Each test has new cases and new videos to evaluate. The trainer is rushing us. It's like she wants us to fail the tests. Why would she give us the guidelines after failing the tests? I can't imagine myself evaluating so many videos when I feel so tired. This kind of work affects my mental health even more. I felt overstimulated, and I had panic attacks. I am not sure what to do. I told them I was not ready to have the tests so soon, but she didn't care at all. I am sad. They only care about profit. I didn't know that companies were like that. In the beginning, they lied, saying that it would be easy.