Two Bad Days In A Row
By lilacskies
@lilacskies (9106)
United States
March 8, 2025 11:45am CST
I had a bad day yesterday and I am having another bad day today. I had a medical emergency early this morning to start off the day. I won't go into it, but let's just say it was an episode that nearly sent me to the hospital. I have since calmed down and am feeling better in that regard. My mood is still down though. I am feeling despair and sadness. If I have another episode, I will end up in the hospital for sure the next time around.
I am currently in bed getting some rest. I worked 12 hours yesterday and will do the same today and tomorrow. I paid off all my bills for the month and now I have no savings at all. I am dealing with chronic pain and some money problems as usual. Nothing new there. I hope my mood gets better, but I doubt it will today. I'm just going to get some rest and hope for the best.
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@RebeccasFarm (92716)
• United States
3h
I am so sorry it is so bad for you Lilac..I can relate to bad days. They never seem to let up.
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@RebeccasFarm (92716)
• United States
3h
@lilacskies I am so glad to hear that..I worry for you..I mean not for the pain but that you are doing better.
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@lilacskies (9106)
• United States
3h
@RebeccasFarm Thank you. My mood goes up and down. I feel miserable often. You are so sweet to worry about me. I worry about you too. Let's hang in there. I have CPTSD so I had a really horrid episode.
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@lilacskies (9106)
• United States
3h
That's okay. I am doing much better after my medical emergency. I had a really bad two days, but I am faring better since yesterday. Chronic pain is here to stay though.
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@lilacskies (9106)
• United States
8 Mar
Yes, unfortunately it's irrelevant to my job. I have physical and mental illnesses that affect me on a regular basis. Thank you for the information. I nearly forgot about that.
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@Juliaacv (52511)
• Canada
8 Mar
@lilacskies I am sorry. 
I have several health issues myself which I deal with also.
I have several health issues myself which I deal with also.1 person likes this
@lilacskies (9106)
• United States
8 Mar
@Juliaacv Thank you. I'm sorry to hear that.
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@snowy22315 (186262)
• United States
8 Mar
Yes, but the fact you paid your bills off is a big win. You go girl.
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@lilacskies (9106)
• United States
8 Mar
Thank you. I don't have rent so I managed to pay off all my bills this week. I am bill free for the rest of the month.
@kaylachan (75807)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
8 Mar
You can either wollow and feel miserable or find a way to be positive.
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@lilacskies (9106)
• United States
8 Mar
I will wallow and feel miserable today.
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@RasmaSandra (82961)
• Daytona Beach, Florida
8 Mar
Virtual hugs and I understand since my Freddie passed I have been fighting my anxiety. I hope you feel better.
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@lilacskies (9106)
• United States
8 Mar
Virtual hugs back. I am fighting despair and sadness today. My shift got delayed and now I have an extra two hours at home. I need to work to distract myself. Me too. I hope you feel better soon too.
@lilacskies (9106)
• United States
9 Mar
My mood was bad since Friday, but took a nosedive yesterday. Thank you. I am feeling much better today. I just put one foot in front of the other and trudged along yesterday. I hope to have a much happier day today. I have an appetite today and will be eating out with my brother. His treat. I can't afford to eat out at that restaurant. Too expensive for my tight budget. Yes, I have a lot on my plate. So much toxicity and stress in my life is making me even sicker and sicker. I am dying inside.
