i think im going crazy it may seem strange but im losing myself
By Unspoker
@Unspoker (1)
June 15, 2006 10:11am CST
its a stressful time for me now im doing my exams ect yet i feel unaffected by everything going on around me . i am having trouble commuincating with people i allways want to be alone yet when im alone i feel that im not alone. i can sleep evertime i turn of the light i think every object in the room is shuffing towards me as some strage distored figure i feel like there is something else withme my parnets are basically alcholics my father is abusive and frightens me i am losing all that i am and becoming somthing differnt i fell the strengh of demons and the weakness of self preservation i am gaining something entierly differnt somehting that acts like a animal and speaks like a god comforts me like a best friend and loves me like its child ....i am its child
4 responses
@calico79 (173)
• United States
20 Nov 06
I am no doctor but it sounds like you could have depression. I know what feelings you are describing because I also have depression. You should talk with a counseler at school or check out some websites online about depression. Also depending on how abusive your dad is being and what you would call "abuse", you may look into getting some help with that too. If you have younger siblings that are affected also, it may be the best thing.
