reading for atheists... agnostic's faith
By nishanity
@nishanity (1650)
India
December 9, 2006 7:59pm CST
S: wanna go into tht God thing again??
D: sure.if u r game.
S: yea .. I am ... So ur a beliver??
D: i toldya, i lilke to beleive in that stuff...
S: wht stuff
D: kinda like lil gals like to believe in fairytales
D: that there exists god etc.
D: and u?
S: I wudnt wanna call GOD as a person ... but rather ... as an emotion!!
D: hmmm,
D: xplain!
S: Wht Do U think we get .. or achieve by our belief in god[I want U to help me get answers ... evrything I say may not be correct]
D: (u have to look for ur own answers;)!)
D: why do u need an end? isnt belief an end in itself?
S: when did I mention an end??
D: why all this 'achieve' stuff?
D: isnt it an acheivement to obtain belief?
S: Dont go into stuff like "acheivement to obtain belief" etc ... analyze and think practically
D: ok ok
S: So U hav .. belief .. Wht is this belief ... how is it made ... and how is it remainin thr??
D: I see,
D: ok go on
S: It mite b a belief .. tht Ur nvr alone .. tht someone alweyz watches out 4 U
S: It mite b a belief .... tht thrs someone ... who sees all .. evaluates all .. and punishes/rewards all
D: ok...
S: It mite b a belief ... tht we hav a listener who can do anythin ... who doesnt hav a 'beyond' ... who HIMSELF is beyond evrything
S: But then ... answer this ... Y hav this Belief in the first place??
S:[good to see U noddin]
D: MMMM
S: I need U to answer tht
D: actually, i wont!
S: Y not? ....[dont take all this too seriously/personally]
D: bcos then this will become an argument...i cant just put forward my views
S: I WANT JUST UR VIEWS ... I HAV NO RITE TO CHALLENGE OR QUESTION UR BELIEFS COS THEY R SOLEY URS!!
D: ok first of all, no shouting!
S: agreed!!
S: 2nd of all ... I want simple open hearted views .. not too much analysis of english lang or anything.. ok
D: hey,listen ok...
S: yea
D: When i feel glad in my heart for everything nice and wonderful in this world,....like flowers,kittens,puppies,clouds,rainbows,(ok ok end of list wake up),....i wudnt know whom to be thankful to if there were no concept of GOD!
S: hmmmmmm ....me notes
D: when things are really going bad for me or for someone dear to me,...and then suddenly things brighten up, whom do i feel thankful to?....socho socho...
D: ok, now u go
S: Y R U thankful for ....?
S:[wait, don't answer that rite now]
D: ok
D: waiting
S: R U thnkful 4 all the beauty in the world?? ...... Y do U think such things R beautiful??
S: Beauty is vry vry relative term .. Whats beauty 4 U .. mite be vry vry ugly 4 others
D: right!
S: 2nd thing
S: normally .. things go good 4 a reason .. U wanna kno wht reason??
D: yes!(i have my own explanatin but that can wait)
D: pls, go on
S: the reason is 'U' .....cos again Good and Bad R vry personal outlooks ... When U kill a mosquito .. U saved ur self from malaria ..... so good ... But then U ended a livin workin body .. wz tht Good 4 it?
S: Again I ask U .... Y hav this Belief in the first place??
D: ....may i venture?
S: yes yea .. plz enlighten me
D: ok..a min ok
S: yea .. yea ... xplain it in as many words as possible .. I wanna kno wht exactly U feel
D: u r right...good and bad are personal...that is why i have my very own personal set of thots about GOD which dont have to conform to any religion's set of beliefs.....
D: i dont go to temples....atleast not of my own free will....
D: but when i go and hear the stories, it feels nice....like reading a book....
D: and wots wrong with feeling nice inside and enjoying reading a book?
S: wait ... wait .. atleast let me react
D: ok
S: abt 1st line .... personal set of thots....... EXACTLY .. wht I wanted to hear... But its better to call that specific feelin as "Faith" .....
S: Now wht am about to tell U is my own views .. ok .... just listen em thru .. ok
D: ok
S: When we ask a ques .. tht Y we wanna hav a faith??...
S: Y not continue like animals .... Y not just live our lives .... and get it done with .....
S: 1st reason cud be tht ...
S: We Humans r vry vry curious .. the moment we started understandin things .... that very moment we started attributing events to causes .... we cud not rest with unknown/unxplained thing .... so the only answer was to create 1!!!
D: xactly!
S: so I beliv .. tht we created GOD ...[plz dont think I'm an atheist ... cos I'm not]
S: ...as an answer to this all!!
D: and wots more safer than SOME UNSEEN ALL POWERFUL BEING?
S: lemme proceed to the next point
D: ....so thus was created GOD!
D: as a woman, as a man, as a tree, as a plant, as an animal,bird,
D: u name it, he is there!
S: yea ... ur gettin it now!!;)
D: evrywhere coming out of pillars, as a snake, as a bird...etc
D: am not GETTING IT...these have been my views
S: wait
S: wait
D: ok
S: hear me thru, ok
S: Ok ... I'll come back to ur point .. lemme just complete my 2nd point .. ok[roger this]
D: ......
S: 2nd point ... wht I felt is .......
S: We Humans R hopelessly 'Social' ... perhaps like most other animals
S: we can't bear to be alone ... even when we'r thinkin
S: we alweyz feel satisfied ... or pleased ....to hav a feelin of company ... at all times .... we wanna feel tht we'r being looked aftr .. tht we'r nvr evr alone
S: Not only this gives a good feelin of security .. But also gives us a confidence in wht we do .... Most of the time .. we attribute the fruits of this confidence as God's answer's to our prayers
S: Know this... A spring can jump higher only when its pressed ....
S: Similarly ... Man can perform better only under most adverse conditions ....
S: he has to have boundaries .. to be able to hav a dream of crossin them ....
S: He has to have Ideals ... to be able to hav a scale for his life .. and hope to reach them
S: He has to have Ideals ... to be able to hav a scale for his life .. and hope to reach them
D: ....
S: he just cant survive in a rule-less world ... he HAS 2 hav rules ..... But then amongst 2 men ... how can they trust each othr to be an impartial rule-maker
S: so God steps in
S: and he creates the rules ... and both men acept it ....
S: even tho .... Both mite kno tht .. without God .. and the rule .. neithr can survive the other!!
S: If U bring all wht I said above ... togethr .. wht U get is ........
D: .....
S: 'Religion'!!
S: Ppl start acceptin these rules... and flourshin ... so they like to stay in the group of ppl who follow ths rules ... thus frm simple residential circles .. .we get Communities .... leading to Cultures
S: Obviously .... we hav the case of the '2 men' all across the world ..... Now all cannot get ended up with the same set of rules ...
S: so the earth ended up with diff religions ... diff cultures ... diff beilefs ..... i.e. ... diff Gods!!
S: But perhaps we forgot our own basic instinct
D: hmmm
S: the instinct to get the cause 4 evry event
S: we 4got tht ...... the very cause 4 the creation of God .. wz the same .. evrywhr
S: We oursleves were the cause .. We,.... our Instincts, our Human Tendencies
S: GOD .. the word is just a manifestation of man's attempt 2 find peace within the battles of his own mind
D::)
S: .... Just like a baby is pacified by a toy ...
S: Man gets pacified by God ... he's relived of higher responsibilites .. he's content with himself
S: Personally ...4 me ... Faith is evrything ....
S: Whn U beliv in somethin ... keep ur unbroken,unrelentin Faith .. U start livin by it ... every moment .. every thought . ...every action..
S: and It starts 'Livin' by U ... Living becos of u ...
S: and It starts 'Livin' by U ... Living becos of u ...
S: It becomes ur GOD ...
S: It becoms a pedestal 4 U to return ..... whn ur sad .. cos U kno it listens to u... cos U hav faith in it ...
S: whn ur happy
S: whn ur angry
S: whn ur lonely ... sad ... its there for u ... cos u have faith in it ...
S: So U start Loving it ... so much tht U feel tht aftr ur life ... U shud return to it .. as a final offerin to ur faith..
S: So .... if I may be allowed to conclude ...No man .. can be true atheist .. cos then he'd be without faith
S: thrs no point in living a life ... without faith .. without hope...
S: Atheists are not people who do not belive in god .. They are people who do not believe in the 'popular notion' of god.
S: Atheists just dont like takin stuff 4 granted ... But U kno tht they too hav faith .. in themsleves .. in their learnin ... in their past experineces .. and their beliefs ... i.e. their faith ... i.e. their GOD
D:[claps]:)
S: like I said ... the above might b completly crap of my imagination ....
D::)
S: Did U beliv all wht I just said now
D: may i...
S: yea
S: go on
D: actually, u just put into words wot all was there in my mind for quite a few years now,but which i never expresed to ne1 cos i thot they may brand me as a weirdo!
D: so i hav no more to say!
S: like U used to say .. why care abt others ... so long ur satisfied
D: joyyyyy 2 the worrrllllddddddddd
(its over folks...now ur opinions pls)
2 responses
@albert_sunny (23)
• India
10 Dec 06
good one....well god must be wonderin what he must ve done 2 u...he he he
@smartcapricorngal (19)
• India
31 Dec 06
woah!!! one of the most enlightening conversations that i have ever heard... keep up the good work gal!!
i am proud to say tht i am an ATHEIST like u