Which kind of lover am,can any buddy solve my unsolved mystery.

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Hello everyone,my name feroz i would like to tell u about my love,it was the eve of may fort,2003,I met a gal on chat,she was cruel type,at the 1st time of our meet, by mistake i told her yaar,on that she got angry and scolded me,since from that time i use to like her way of talking,she was too hard to bare,but her heart was as soft as like velvet, never got the guts to tell her i m in love with u,she use to share her problems with me,i thought i m the only one she would prefer to be frank,days passed,years passed but our friendship became more important to me than love,because its like her friendship is a blessing to me from almighty,i loved her to keep her happy,i never expected to be loved by her,one day she told me about her boy friend whoom she loved from deep of heart and aslo presented some complication which were killing her day by day,some how i convinced her every thing is going to be ok mehar dont worry,and so i decided this is last task of my love and also i never will let her know about this feeling,and if i would have tell her about my feeling she could me more sad than as she is now,the guy whom she loved,his mother was not agreed with this relation ship,and that guy was asking her to engaged on fone,she was totally confused and dont know wat to do,finally her love for that guy was murdered by their parents,they disconnected internet connection untill she rise aboved from that tragedy,my condition in those months was just like a body without sleep,some how she again appeard online after 7 to 8 months which i just passed as a prisoner do,when started messaging her she scolded me why haven't u described ur love towards me,for a moment i got pretty good shock,how come she know about this,but this was the job done by my naughty friends,that moment seems to be just like a dream come true,some how she accepted my love,i was very anxious to hear those three magical words from her,but in the case of gals true love comes for ones and last,ones they loose their love no doubt next time they will flirt,and the same happend with me,she stared ignoring me,her ignorence was the perfect evidence to proove i lost the battle of love,this incident happend in june last year,friends model of the story is keep ur love happy that's true love,and most importantly dont ever commit the same mistake i did,express ur feeling to him/her doesnt matter if u r rejected for 1st time she/he will think about you,now over 1 year is passed but still i m not able to forget her,my feeling for her is still same,what should i do,help me out.