When was the last time you cried?

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Do you remember or is it very difficult to forget? When did you cry last and why? Were you in intense pain or in extreme happiness? Did you shed tears in sorrow or were they tears of joy? It is usually said that you should not suppress things inside your heart. If you share your pain and sorrow with others you feel much better. Also, if you share your joy and ecstasy, you feel better and you make others feel better as well! The last time i cried was today, around 4 hours back. I love my boyfriend alot, we know each other since 4 years now, but recently our relation has not been going steady. Lately, we have been having too many fights and misunderstandings. It really hurts too much. It makes me feel horrible and lonely, because except him I am not too close to anyone. He is my life and without him I will surely die. Recently I was very angry and upset, I told him that my feelings for him have changed, and after I said this my whole life has changed! I feel miserable almost all the time. Our relation has turned very bitter that we both have been hurting each other. He told me that he has too much tension in life, and i just add up to it! He is very irritated of me and was on the verges of breaking up. I cant let this happen, as i know that I cant live without him and neither can he live without me! We have had small fights before, but nothing like this has ever happened before. Usually when we meet, he doesnt like it if I go home after that, But, today he was just the opposite. He just coudnt be with me anymore and forced me to go home. This has been happening since a week now, i have cried everyday and every night. I am in extreme pain and I cant tell this to anyone except him, but he is not ready to listen. Im feeling very lonely at the moment. He is the entire world to me! The worst part is that he thinks i am just acting, he thinks that whatever he does or says doesnt hurt me. This is the first time I am talking about this issue, because I dont know whom to express my feelings to. I cant stop thinking about this and neither can i stop crying!