i want to be thin...

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have you ever had those days when you just want to stay at home just when the biggest party of the year is happening? why? because you have nothing to wear, because nothing suits you, because nothing fits you and most of all because you are fat? well, that is what i feel... the more i try to lose weight, the heavier and bigger i get.. i don't know what to do anymore... ive tried meds, yuck! exercise (tiresome), not eating (i almost fainted!) what can i do? i love to eat and starving myself is not an option.. i come from a family that loves to eat, that is one thing we cannot do without! so what to do?????