Christmas Eve

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Merry Christmas everybody, how are you doing at this moment of time? I hope that you're are not just setting and counting the stars like me here. I'm here setting at my chair and leaning to my desk pretending to be busy at work at this time of Christmas. I feel kind a home sick and sad, I play one Christmas song upon hearing the first beat of the music my tears roll down to my check it makes me cry, I can't breath for I realized that I missed my parents so much, I been away from them for almost two years now, though I always send messages for my parents especially my mother I still feel sad and homesick, its really hard to live in a different place, different country and mostly different culture and religion. I try to console myself not be homesick because it is for my family that’s why I'm here and why I should be here. I know that God know how I feel, I'm trying to call my mother for how many hours now; I can't connect for the network is so busy due to mass usage during holiday. I always remember how we celebrate Christmas and how we are so happy though we don’t have enough money to spend on food for Christmas Eve. I remember our traditional get together which celebrated every year. Some of my family and friends from other country are coming back just to spend holiday with their family. I wish I can go back to my family to celebrate Christmas too. We really celebrate Christmas as much as we can, in terms of love, forgiveness, gifts, get together, everything. I really love Christmas holiday. Just the word Christmas makes me cry and reminds me of my whole family and friends. Any way I will stop my emoting blues because I need to be strong and well because I'm at my work until now, its 9pm December 24, 2006