Who is your favorite person?

I am sorry that you feel alone and that you are unaware of who you are as a person. Many of us experience the same thing and we each discover the real reason for being at different times of our lives. It is not stupid to not know what you want, in fact, it is a part of living and growing. It will all take time. Try doing new things and maybe you will realize your true calling and learn more about yourself, which in turn will bring you happiness. I wish you all the best for the new year and always. Remember, no matter the situation...there is always a good outcome; it all depends on how you deal with it. Be blessed, be safe, and always positive.