sad and alone

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i spend my christmas at home, alone, because my parents are busy with their work. my father is out of the country working as an ofw for my siblings education while my mother is at the hospital on-duty and her patient's relative didn't allow her for a leave. my siblings are not at home too.. they left me alone because they went out of town with my relatives for a family reunion. i never told them that i was crying that night because for so many years i took care of them,(i was the eldest among 4 sisters) the only thing i wish was spending the holiday season together.. as in all of us together.. as i remember, the last time we spend christmas together was when i'm 15 years old... and now... again... im gonna celebrate new years eve alone ... i'm very sad.. they we're having a party outside, but how can i be happy just thinking i don't have anyone beside me except this pc.. just wanna share... i have to let it out coz i feel like i'm gonna explode because of sadness.. anyway.. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!