feelings for someone

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Dam!Dam again. Poor me, young guy, yet the one who gets crushes all his life. I have this buddy who is my very good neighbour, i met his sister 3 years ago , aww i felt my heart shaking when i saw her pink lips with a welcoming smile,yet a troubling one. I want to know God more, cos His the one who created beauty, at times she laughs so cute, dam for three years i have kept it secret, i cannot do this to my close buddy, he knows already, but why should i share my friendship with her, cos he'd feel betrayed. Today i went to Waterfront, i was feeling kind of down, cos i see that she's starting to lose interest in me or rather she's losing hope that im gonna tell her what i feel. And again my buddy's classmates sister is cute too, but rather 3 years older than me, but she kind of gives me a sudden clue that she's interest... the one i mentioned previously makes me doubt at times cos of the maturety level i am at... i just like mature girls as well as very cute girls. What advice can i get, cos if i mention one word to this girl, the whole world would seem different whether not pleasant or pleasant