what is my past

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I believe that life is colorful. Sometimes it is red, sometimes blue, sometimes green but mostly black and white. Why black? Why white? Because I believe that if I can color my past I would definitely choose black . I do not want to remember my past, my regrets and my failures. Some said it is not my fault since my parents should have been there to understand me and my situation. It seems that they left me out of nowhere. Now please not get me wrong, I am not an orphan nor part of a broken family. But it would have been better to be part of a broken family that have a family without communication and a family full of sorrow and anger. I am always angry. I want to run away from them. Now that I am married , I need to be out , out to find myself with my husband and my son. Out to make a name and to prove to them -the family that I am me- a strong and GOOD person. unlike the things that they used to label me( they still label those *&@# to me) . Why white? Because I can see the light and I can see a new happy family ( me, my hsband and my son) together and not like what I used to ahve.