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Can anyone explain this dream I had a few nights ago? I was at my grandparents house (they are dead and gone now) and my daughter and my boyfriend were chasing sunsets outside while I was inside with my mother. My mother was mad at me for not doing chores and she was angry that I would let my daughter be alone with my boyfriend. She kept screaming and arguing at me as she got into bed. I could see out the window that my daughter and my boyfriend were laughing and having a great time. I felt sad because I was wanting to spend time with them and chase the pink and violet sunset with them. I grabbed my bag, looked into a pill jar and there were two pills. One was a pill that would put e to sleep and the other was a hallucinagen called Exodus. I took the Exodus pill and went into the other room. The pill kicked in and I started to weep. I felt so sad. When I went outside to join my daughter and my boyfriend the sunset was gone and my daughter fell asleep. When I awoke from this trippy dream I was sobbing. During the daytime I was seeing things, like I was hallucinating. Can anyone tell me what this dream was about?