Let's Have A Pity Party!!!
By Duvessa
@Duvessa (913)
United States
January 10, 2007 2:06pm CST
Come on everyone, let's have a pity party!
I have been really depressed lately for a number of reason. I had to put my cat to sleep last month, my boyfriend & I broke up a week before christmas, I have no job, I am blind in one eye & can't drive, most of my friends I can't depend on, One of my uncle's has cancer & another uncle has something wrong with his stomach that might kill him, my 10yr class reunion is coming up & I haven't really accomlished a darn thing with my life....
So now I've told you why I'm depressed, now it's your turn.
What's upsetting you today?
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4 responses
@Duvessa (913)
• United States
10 Jan 07
I don't like being depressed but i'm bi-polar, so when I crash I really crash hard. I hate it but there's currently nothing I can do, I don't even have money for my paxil. blah
I'll get over my boyfriend & come to terms with having to put my kitty to sleep in the next few months I'm sure.
Thanks for your kindness.

@Lil_miz_ice_x (614)
•
10 Jan 07
Wow -- you've got a right to be depressed -- you're making my problems seem trivial lol -- I'm not THAT depressed today -- but my on/off boyfriend's calling me after our huge fight, and I can't talk to him -- it's actually making me a little upset -- I'm sick of being used and feeling like I can't rely on anyone -- I'm bored of being on my own -- and even more bored of feeling used.
@Duvessa (913)
• United States
10 Jan 07
oh gosh, lol, I was doing this in hopes someone would have a sadder story so that I could be cheered up somewhat, I didn't mean to bring everyone down!
I'm sorry :-/
Yeah, my ex keeps calling me & one conversation he'll be really nice & then the next he's yelling & saying that we'll never be together again. I just don't know what to do. He really wasn't the best for me, but I know I didn't help matters much either. My heart is telling me to hold on & that he'll come around eventually but my head is telling me it's for the best.
sometimes I hate being a girl, lol
@dreamsncharms (1340)
• United States
12 Jan 07
I'm sorry that your going through a rough time Duvessa :( What it seems to me in life for some reason is that things have to get awful and come to a head before they get better. I hope things get better for you soon.
@cognigen (121)
• Mexico
10 Jan 07
My day was going just fine until I read your sad story.
Thank GOODNESS you are picking up a little money on
myLots. Your life sounds like that old country song:
"If it weren't for bad luck I'd have no luck at all."
I'll tell you what; be my friend and contact me privately,
and maybe I can help you to accomplish something before
that ten year class reunion!
@Duvessa (913)
• United States
10 Jan 07
ok, thanks!
Yeah I tend to have bad luck or none at all, lol, i'm starting to get used to it.
I'm really hoping that i'll hear something back from the social security about my disability & that I'll finally be approved so that I can at least pay off my old student loan (from one whole yr of college) so that I can get back into school for culinary arts.
I'll add you as a friend
