maintaining your happiness.

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My mother says that if you trust in God you will have no worries. I am not a religious person but that is probably the best way to think. People really have no control over thier lives. You only have control over the choices you make and then you have to trust that things will work out with that decision. I try to think that way but always when I least suspect it, when I'm sitting on the couch watching TV, eating cheetos, it hits me. Everything that can possibly upset me hits me. Like a tidal wave and I feel like I'm drowning and i can't reach the top. And I just want someone to call or stop by and say everything is ok, or atleast a funny movie to come on comedy central or something. But nothing will help and I'm depressed. It's hard to maintain happiness.