want to talk with oter people that had their voice box removed

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had cancer for 2 yrs ended up with laryngectone and cant speak a word when they told me i never talk i thought o well and the surgery made it hit reality and no one new waht i wanted or needed and i began to be scared to bee alone after all if i dialed 911 i couldnt even tell anyone whaT WAS WRONG i was having nightmares that the cancer returned i had 44 treatments of radation an 5 cemo i had a whole in my 6throat that was the ssize of half dollar and due to diabetis it wouldnt heal 5 surgerys later and no foo for 2 years i lods 100 lbs and did tube feeding i had a nervious bread doen and became very depressed and waws staying in bed 18 hrs a day finally seeckin councling im still trying to get a life back but i been left with a lot of handi caps and i dont no how to live i just expected to die the dr gave me 2 month at the most my church started to pray for me hours daily it is 2 years and ive been cancer free 6 months im living proof that jessus heals cancer and that ever stripe on his back where they wiped him is for a different desease