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4 years ago my beloved wife died of cancer the year before when she was told this horrible news she made me promise not to let her suffer I said yes. the weeks progressed and she got worse she did not want to go into hospital so I lookeed after her at home, the nurses would come once a day and inject her with morphine wash and clean her then it graduated to twice a day the morphine got stronger and then they started injecting her with ketamin then she seemed not to know me it was a horrible slow death. now I suffer with this terrible guilt that I let her suffer and I should have ended it to stop the suffering. If I could turn the clocks back I would have made sure she did not suffer. my eyes are welled writing this. but some how I feel better for getting it of my chest......Ormsky