i wish i...

At times I feel that it would really be nice to be someone other than who I am. I think that everyone feels this way at some points in their lives. I especially have felt this way because it would be so much easier for me if I were not so incredibly shy. It would be really nice to wake up someday and be someone who is totally outgoing instead of this incredibly shy being that I have become. Of course I am going to try to work on my shyness this year in any case, but it is a really really long hard road and it would be so much easier for me if I could just wake up as someone else who has less insecurities and fears of rejection. It would be nice to be a less sensitive person becasue my feelings get hurt so easily.

there are times when I would like to just empty my bank account, take a loan against my credit card and run far away from this boring life! But then I realize the my family would worry about me, and my grandchildren would miss me too much to ever do such a thing.

hi,Don't make it big.You cut that feeling immediately,even though it doesn't do any problem.Do meditation,you will get good thoughts,freshness,self confidence ..all the best.

Way too often. Life can be so overwhelming and depressing. Saying you are going to make an effort to be a better person (as another poster suggested) is easier said than done. I started this year with some determinations but I can't seem to get anywhere. I am overwhelmed with all the birthday parties, soccer games, demands for money, magazines and books piling up that I can't get around to reading, and a manuscript that needs my attention. I wish I had a magic wand. I'd use it on both of us.

yes,i do.people are unsatisfied theirselves all the time.i dont think it's a bad thing for it can incentive us to performe better.but we also should be awared of the fact that we are already luckier than many others.isnt it?take care.