Ur style of writting

i want smooth and clean paper or cards and stationary. The pen im using should be .3 fine piointed and i love color blue when writing. Im a fancy writer and I want my letter of the one i wrote should be neatly looking. My moods in writing depends on what i feel. I feel a bit irritated, my hand writing gets affected, not good to read. The outcome of what im writing is very bad looking. My emotions comes and can be mirror in how the way i write.

College rule composition books and black fine tip pens. I'm a creature of habit :-)