"You're so beautiful!!"..."Damn your fine!"...uuuggh.

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I wonder, how beautiful are you when you take your make-up off? I like to call it "reality", thats the time in the morning when my face is bare. And though many people tell me I don't need make-up, that I'm pretty enough without it, I just feel "like myself" with it on! Anyway, my point is not really so much about the make-up, its the beauty part of it. Whether you're beautiful with or without it, my question is this... How do you feel when you get the compliment of how beautiful you are? Okay! I'm not stuck up or rude or...whatever, but personally, I am bothered by most compliments that I receive. Unless its coming from a close friend or family, I get the feeling of wonder. Or maybe its not wonder, its that I am then forced to reflect on myself, my body, my image. I do believe that I am fairly good looking, my body is not as fit as i would like, but I a comfortable with it. But I end up asking myself what good it does me. WHAT BENEIT IS THERE TO HAVING GOOD LOOKS????