music learning and composition

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Greetings~ When I was about six years old, my mother asked me what musical instrument I wanted to play. Immediately I answered, "organ," but in the early sixties there were no portable organs, and we didn't have room in the house for one. My sister suggested accordian, saying it was kind of like an organ, so I agreed. I gradually lost interest during adolescence, teaching myself guitar, harmonica and recorder in its place, but eventually by early adulthood I nearly stopped all music activity except an occasional song on recorder. When I was actively doing music, I would spend time putting different notes and chords together, sometimes with lyrics but mostly small instrumental phrases that I liked. I remember many times preferring playing these original snippets than doing my official lessons, or songs written by others. About September before my 49th birthday I was walking through a Target store and there, in the electronics department (where they also sell instruments,) was a violin for only $100. Only one left, but I took several days to think about it. I was curious about them ever since I stopped being involved, but the prices had always been intimidating. I knew it was going to be a challenge to learn, and I decided to go for it. Now that I am learning to play an instrument again, I have that same desire to create my own tunes developing again, so I started looking at resources to help me do an actual work, a complete piece, not just little pieces scattered everywhere. My first exercise is displayed in the My Photos section of my profile page. I am still working on several other melodies to accompany it, but this all by itself satisfies me presently. I am curious if this desire happens to most people learning an instrument, or when learning to sing, that they want to break away from the books and lessons and etudes and just cut loose with their own creativity.