you feel lonely just because you dont have girlfriend or boyfriend?

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Hi, this is what is happening with me, i loved a girl for 4 yrs may be more i don't know, but she got married to other person. we never got chance to meet, talk and express ourself fully. its like we are school mates, and we started having the feel after leaving the school and continued till she got married. I was asked by her sis not to think about her any more and not t o bother her since she is getting married and our relation wouldn't be success. and by that time i wasn't having job to ask her parent about marrying her. and later it took 3 more years for me to get used to the feel that she isn't mine. i used to fail regularly and completed my engineering with second class. later i came to learn the facts and started concentrating on career and now i got job but i still have her memories in my mind and now i keep my self busy doing some thing, so that i don't feel sick thinking about her, and don't want to give my brain enough time to recollect the memories. But now i started feeling lonely, like missing some one caring and some to to share my every thing. I am not able to make a new relation, cos every time when a girl tries to get close to me i feel like she couldn't replace her, and i don't even feel like look at other girls too..